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Wed, 19 Jun 2013 02:53:13 -0400

barleytea: u tryin to start shit labelle

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 02:25:50 -0400

u tryin to start shit labelle

Me morning after graduation: COME AT ME, LIFEMe any other time: Wait I’m not ready 5 more minutes or...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 04:10:00 -0400

Me morning after graduation: COME AT ME, LIFE
Me any other time: Wait I’m not ready 5 more minutes or weeks or years

le ramble typical

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 03:53:05 -0400

Here’s to a late night post during the summer. I remember when I used to stay up past 2, 3AM sneaking on the desktop in the kitchen just to stay on Tumblr when all my friends still obsessed over it. Haha.
I suppose I can consider myself a high school alumnus, or maybe still just a graduate for now. So many things changed over senior year, whether about myself, people close to me, the things I love and the things I thought I knew. Here I am just freshly into the summer before my first year in college, aware of all the “real life” shit that will hit me sooner and faster than I expect, yet so much of me just wants to lay down and relax until I’m mentally prepared for it all. I never thought I’d have that day where I would sit and reflect on high school, counting down a list of people I simply wish I got to know better before graduation. It’s hit me, but I have a feeling I won’t realize the separation and odd alone time until much later. Not sure if I’ll even be that upset, haha.
I suppose that I’m still worried for what the future holds for us. It’s barely the beginning and I can tell how changes are gonna affect everything, I just need to prepare myself, force myself to get used to it earlier. Do what I gotta do. It’s not like there were any surprises, so I just gotta suck it up and focus on what matters.
I really wish I had my license. People always say that, but fuckin a I’m already 18, lol. Lord knows I would’ve been on that years ago if I actually had any sort of time to dedicate myself to it. Choir is and now was my life, yet now that I have all the time in the world it’s a little overwhelming deciding what to do with it when there’s so many things that need to be done.
I don’t think my sleeping habits will ever be normal during the summer. It literally took me one night after graduation for me to fuck it up, and I’m sitting waiting to be sleepy at 1AM.
woo~

Hella feelin’ the love, I couldn’t be more grateful!...

Fri, 14 Jun 2013 18:16:13 -0400

Hella feelin’ the love, I couldn’t be more grateful! 💖☺ it’s been real, Mt. Eden ✌🎓 #2013

See you soon, and some of you, not again for quite a while....

Fri, 14 Jun 2013 18:09:33 -0400

See you soon, and some of you, not again for quite a while. Until next time, y’all. 💙💛 #2013

Couldn’t have done it without ‘em. Here’s...

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 23:30:56 -0400

Couldn’t have done it without ‘em. Here’s another rare picture of us all together 😌❤

And to my seniors, y’all know how much I love you with all...

Wed, 12 Jun 2013 03:24:22 -0400

And to my seniors, y’all know how much I love you with all my heart. Thank you for everything ❤ Two more days!! 😁😭✊🎓 #2013

MEHS Choir Awards Banquet 2013. 💙💛 Section Leader &...

Wed, 12 Jun 2013 03:08:44 -0400

MEHS Choir Awards Banquet 2013. 💙💛 Section Leader & People’s Choice Award say whaaaat? Haha thanks y’all ☺ & of course, the amazing Mr. Rawdon.

Shoutout to the St. Anne folks never failing to come through and...

Sun, 09 Jun 2013 15:03:27 -0400

Shoutout to the St. Anne folks never failing to come through and support us Mt. Eden kids! Thank you all for watching our shows since we were just freshmen, it means so much ❤

Ordered hellllla late. LOL. Senior portrait #selfiesaturday...

Sun, 26 May 2013 01:24:32 -0400

Ordered hellllla late. LOL. Senior portrait #selfiesaturday #19moredays

💙💛🎶👆

Wed, 22 May 2013 02:27:11 -0400

💙💛🎶👆

Never in my life would I have imagined placing First for BOTH...

Wed, 22 May 2013 00:06:12 -0400

Never in my life would I have imagined placing First for BOTH CHOIRS. I’m so proud and amazed, I love you all. Blood sweat and tears finally paid off. Golden State 2013. Making history.

brb sleeping all my problems away

Sun, 19 May 2013 03:21:20 -0400

brb sleeping all my problems away

☺😎 #prom2013

Thu, 16 May 2013 00:24:13 -0400

☺😎 #prom2013

I just wish you actually understood how important these things are to me.

Wed, 08 May 2013 03:47:54 -0400

I just wish you actually understood how important these things are to me.

Elementary, middle school, summer family vacations, separate...

Mon, 06 May 2013 22:23:08 -0400

Elementary, middle school, summer family vacations, separate high schools and now nearing our graduation.. So grateful to have had such a kickass friendship with this girl for so many years😁 Happy 18th Birthday @amandajean95, I hope today has been wonderful to you, I promise I’ll be stickin’ around til we’re old grannies in rocking chairs 😚💗

Not the best picture, but receiving this scholarship was one of...

Mon, 06 May 2013 16:55:04 -0400

Not the best picture, but receiving this scholarship was one of the most heartwarming & inspiring experience of my life ❤ The Hill & Valley club is made up of the sweetest ladies you’ll ever meet, I’m so thankful 😌

And my amazing date, @_nsam 😏☺ thank you for a memorable senior...

Sun, 05 May 2013 15:56:34 -0400

And my amazing date, @_nsam 😏☺ thank you for a memorable senior prom, love 💜💛 #prom2013

Lmao goodnight

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 03:46:18 -0400

Lmao goodnight