words won’t ever be enough.

I love him.

The homie who is always there to make me smile. The homie whose company I enjoy the most. The homie who I can be myself the most with, who I can laugh and talk with for hours on end. The homie who accepts my weird and loud personality, who knows the little quirks I have, and I do the same for him. The homie I love taking pictures with for no reason and all reasons, just to make memories. The homie who can blast music with me, jam with me and dance with me like it’s the thing to do. The homie who I can still have fun with, even if we sit around and do absolutely nothing.

The lover who I continuously fall for everyday. The lover whose kisses I long for and whose hugs I love the most, who I wish to fall asleep next to and wake up to the next morning. The lover whose hands and pinky I will always hold to show the world he’s mine. The lover whose eyes I could stare into until I look away and blush, whose smile never fails to still give me butterflies.. The lover I find so handsome and so charming, the lover who shares the cliché sayings and makes them true. The lover who I will always make time for because seeing him makes my days. The lover who never fails to prove to me that every struggle is always worth it. The one and only lover I have and hope to keep for as long as I can.

And the best friend. The best friend who I’ve learned so much about over time. The best friend who was a homie at first and grew quicker as the daily conversations began. The best friend who I admire for his intelligence, his talents and his personality overall. The best friend who knows when I’m down, especially when I’m faking a smile. The best friend who listens to my tears during late night phone calls, whose voice brings so much comfort, and the best friend who always cares. The best friend who I hate to see hurt, and will do the most to keep a smile on his face. The best friend who understands the meaning of trust. The best friend who knows and keeps me sane. The best friend who I am always here for, simply because he does so much for me.

The homie, lover, and best friend. Not three people, but one. One person who I treasure so much, and who will always have my heart. This balance in our relationship amazes me and I know it will continue to grow. I love him, and that ain’t ever gonna change.

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