May 2012
Blurred vision looking both forward and back. Can’t tell which way I’m going but I’ll trust what I feel to guide me. Wherever I end up, I pray to God I still have you. I pray that I don’t get lost along the way and fail those I can no longer disappoint. Letting the negative factors grow won’t get me anywhere and I must keep that in mind, no matter how twisted these...
And if you don’t know; now you know, niggaaa~
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nikostephen:
Happy ten months, baby. Let’s make it ten more?
To the young man who has continued to love and support me no matter what we’ve been through; Happy 10. I love you.
Anonymous asked: 10 months? Congrats. Make sure that's not all bull shit, okay? Keep your boy in check.
I appreciate the fact that we’re actually friends; that we can have a normal conversation. And that even up to now you subtly show your ways of remembering little things about my life that you know are important to me. Sometimes I wonder if I should check up on you when you’re down, ‘cause I, too, remember how you are. But I’m afraid of being there at the wrong time in the...
I don’t really care about anyone doubting us; I’ve known and loved you long enough to put my trust in you. I think we’ve grown together, and words can’t explain how important that is to me. You’ve become a part of my life that no one else can understand and that’s how it should be. A world with meaning that we can escape to; the euphoria of just you and I...
I wonder if we’ll ever be on the same page.
I’m sorry that it’s hard for you to love me. Makes you wonder sometimes, huh? Haha.. I’m myself, and that’s about it; take me how you will. Things will happen as they do because it just might be fate. So, I don’t blame you anymore. I won’t fight you anymore. I can’t force you to think I’m worth it because I apparently don’t have that power.
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