The good vibes just ain’t there anymore. I know it’s me; but it’s gotta be a little bit of you, too. The last thing I want to do is give up, especially since you’re a significant part of my life. But it’s not the same. Nothing really happened between us, either. I just find myself bitter about you so often and I try to ignore it because it’s not worth the trouble. Things are definitely going to change next year and I have a strong feeling that our friendship won’t make it all the way through. But I have hope. I really do.
I can’t explain how happy I am to know that we’re finally on track to becoming good friends again. I’ve missed you for Lord knows how long, and I think many people have known that. I’m not saying things will be the same; nor am I asking for that. But I mean, look at me already being fruity because of what so-called progress we’ve made. Haha. I just thank you for finally putting in the effort. It reassures me that I didn’t really lose you “forever.”
Someone brought a little reminder upon me today. I was pretty frustrated by a constant bother that’s been going on recently, and that someone asked me, “Is he worth all the trouble?”
And I answered, “Yes, yes he is.”
Getting through tough times and testing each other’s patience can really get the best of me every now and then, but taking a deep breath and a step back puts me in the right mindset again. I’m thankful that we’re not the type of couple to fight about everything, but it just happens sometimes. Knowing he’s mine & I’m his keeps a smile on my face and I’m happy to say that I have true hope for us. Nothing can change the way I feel for him, and every little issue is worth fixing to keep on with the love we have.