What is Tumblr when I can barely keep up with life?
Haha, shpaaanks homie. I’m sure we have gr8 conversations!
Me: So there’s really no limit on liquids that I put in my luggage right?
Dad: Yeah, it’s only for your carry-on.
Me: So I can bring all my shampoo, conditioner, bathroom stuff and whatnot and not get in trouble?
Dad: Mhmm. As long as it’s not explosive and you leave your gun at home.
Me: Wait, what?
I honestly have bad feelings about this. I know how reluctant and bitter I will be, how much I will begin to have similar feelings about it all like I am at this very point in time. Overwhelmed, cynical, angry and highly emotional.. Hah -__- I’ll try my best to avoid it, but I know. You, out of all people, will eventually become the person that we both used to frown at and dismiss as irrelevant. I. Just. Know. Maybe I have these thoughts because I’ve mostly ignored them in the past. Maybe I have these thoughts out of spite, now that everything is changing.. But it doesn’t matter what I think anymore. I suppose “going with the flow” will suffice.
My angry stories tend to get a little over board when I tell them in person.. HAHA. But I love you, Stephanie :3 you’re one of the people who can seriously make my day a million times better just by having a conversation with me. And I secretly (but not really secretly) admire all the things you’ve accomplished just in the past year or two. We’ll always be close niggas. I think you’re beautiful, and amazing ^__^
Ties break from pressure and the walls fall apart, distressed clashing voices to the hurried and hushed disloyalty. The tentative smiles to the blank stares and eventually the shadowed look into screeching silence. Muffled tears and embraces of pity, undiscovered truths are lifted from the never ending blackness that worn out lies have finally revealed.
You can only keep a family so close..
You can hear but you won’t always listen.
Honestly, I’ve learned to really center my focus in life on the things that truly matter. There will still be times where I may make the wrong decision or act on instinct, but who’s to say that in the future I won’t end up in a good place? I’ve let go of certain mindsets, life pleasures and even people in order to realize the important matters that are constantly displayed in front of me. Not a day goes by where something or someone changes my perspective on what I see in the world.
If you think that your judgment influences the way I live and succeed in life, I’m sorry. Please go on about yourself and perhaps focus on what matters in your own life. If you aren’t someone I’ve grown to respect as a peer and role model, your opinion is really the last of my concerns.
I’m not. Lol. And that’s it.
It’s really sad that you put so much effort into trying to fuck up a good thing. Lol. I’m not going to apologize for being happy, if that’s what your motive is. I’d appreciate it if you’d just quit already; it’s a little too immature.
Hahahaha who the fuck are you dude
I cannot focus for the life of me.
What do you do when the smallest things affect you the most? It’s redundant to tell myself not to worry when I have apparently found that impossible for the past few days. And yet, I have no intentions of voicing this constant bother because I know that it stems from past and reoccurring insecurities. It’s a bit tiring, keeping these emotions to myself because I’m afraid that the people I love will give me sympathy that I honestly don’t want in this situation. Such a little issue is irrelevant in my eyes, yet it is my own fault for dwelling on it. I just don’t want to care..
It’s amazing what knowledge can do. Enlightenment from one person to another immediately generates thought and opinion. No matter how unique, similar, logical or unreasonable, knowledge is the stem of the infinite growth we find in motivation for action; or in some cases, the lack thereof.
Without control, however, the way one uses knowledge from any source can become a danger. The wrong motivation to share such intellectual wealth leads to ignorance and the mere portrayal of superiority. The same concept of control applies to passion into obsession, or perhaps awareness into paranoia and fear.
It makes me laugh inside at times when I see head to head controversy on matters that are simply irrelevant to the true point of such a subject. Nevertheless, I’m glad people are somewhat giving themselves a reason to show concern for anything else but their personal needs.
Don’t let ignorance shadow over the truth that has been presented before your eyes.
In a much larger view of things, I wonder if and how people realize where they stand.