Things rarely seem perfectly clear anymore. There are always good and bad sides to everything, but it’s gotten all the more complicated lately. Again comes with the lack of consistency factor, but I really try to focus on being optimistic. I just get so easily distracted, and little bothers get to my head when they shouldn’t. Maybe it’s just me. I need to find a new way to relax.
I wish I were able to control perception of time. Following every second, every minute and hour of the day tends to drain me of my energy. Forget exact measurements and tedious clockwork; I’ll live under the light of the sun and moon.
I may be cynical and crazy negative sometimes, but I think certain people make up for all of that. There are so many individuals that never cease to amaze me just by being themselves. Whether it’s their passions, their talents, their personalities, their overall being; everything and anything. I believe that they will all be successful in their own way, and that inspires me to do so as well. Thank you for being one of the reasons I love my life, y’all. Keep at it!
I need sleep, maaan. Took it easy today, literally spent hours at school with good company without being kept against my own will, haha! It was fun, just chillin’ and doing whatever. I loved being around everyone during auditions, the atmosphere was a mix of things. Props to @krisellekelsey and @adriannnb for staying and running the dance auditions, they were legit. I’m glad I got it over with earlier, ‘cause I had all the time after to do whatever. I was too loud though ): My voice is so tired.. Ginger, please heal me before tomorrow!
I’m horrible with names. Faces, I can remember and recognize. But to all the new people that I have met and will meet (freshmen…); I apologize in advance if I completely blank out when I talk to you. It’s nothing personal, especially if I’ve met you before, haha.
First Friday of the year tomorrow though. Lesssdoit.
Today was pretty gr8. Other than boring ass Pelland and Drulias, I enjoyed after school with @nikostephen, then Fudd’s with the choirfam! It was nice seeing new and old faces all together tonight, mhmm. Had myself some onion rings and dat strawberry shake doe. Thank you to everyone who came through! (:
Dat upperclassmen vibe doe~ Haha. I literally feel kinda old. It was so weird seeing so many young & new faces around campus today… Not to mention that they all look the same.
But anyway! Classes were whatever. You do not even understand how much I want to stay in dance this year ): I honestly regret all of Chemistry last year, simply because I could’ve taken Honors and passed; rather than stop trying in Walters’ class and end up with a D last semester. It fucked me up, ‘cause now I have to switch out and redeem myself this year.
I stay lovin’ my second period Women’s Chamber girls though, we got a good energy going on in there. AP English was chill, haha I’m kinda just looking forward to that class in general. ‘CAUSE I AM A DETERMINED LITTLE LADY, YO. I sat in the unlucky chair in Pelland’s ‘cause apparently there weren’t enough desks.. Lol -____- It’s all good though, I just know he’s going to be boring the hell out of me all year. I sit next to @jeffbruh in Spanish II though! Don’t leave me now, nigga! And of course, in USH with Drulias as my last freakin’ class of the day, it’s filled with people I barely know and the teacher reminds me of a hippie.
But otherwise, my first day was alright; nothin’ special. I’ll get used to it, mhmm. Just gotta get those schedule changes through, and I’m good.