I need sleep, maaan. Took it easy today, literally spent hours at school with good company without being kept against my own will, haha! It was fun, just chillin’ and doing whatever. I loved being around everyone during auditions, the atmosphere was a mix of things. Props to @krisellekelsey and @adriannnb for staying and running the dance auditions, they were legit. I’m glad I got it over with earlier, ‘cause I had all the time after to do whatever. I was too loud though ): My voice is so tired.. Ginger, please heal me before tomorrow!
I’m horrible with names. Faces, I can remember and recognize. But to all the new people that I have met and will meet (freshmen…); I apologize in advance if I completely blank out when I talk to you. It’s nothing personal, especially if I’ve met you before, haha.
First Friday of the year tomorrow though. Lesssdoit.
Today was pretty gr8. Other than boring ass Pelland and Drulias, I enjoyed after school with @nikostephen, then Fudd’s with the choirfam! It was nice seeing new and old faces all together tonight, mhmm. Had myself some onion rings and dat strawberry shake doe. Thank you to everyone who came through! (:
Dat upperclassmen vibe doe~ Haha. I literally feel kinda old. It was so weird seeing so many young & new faces around campus today… Not to mention that they all look the same.
But anyway! Classes were whatever. You do not even understand how much I want to stay in dance this year ): I honestly regret all of Chemistry last year, simply because I could’ve taken Honors and passed; rather than stop trying in Walters’ class and end up with a D last semester. It fucked me up, ‘cause now I have to switch out and redeem myself this year.
I stay lovin’ my second period Women’s Chamber girls though, we got a good energy going on in there. AP English was chill, haha I’m kinda just looking forward to that class in general. ‘CAUSE I AM A DETERMINED LITTLE LADY, YO. I sat in the unlucky chair in Pelland’s ‘cause apparently there weren’t enough desks.. Lol -____- It’s all good though, I just know he’s going to be boring the hell out of me all year. I sit next to @jeffbruh in Spanish II though! Don’t leave me now, nigga! And of course, in USH with Drulias as my last freakin’ class of the day, it’s filled with people I barely know and the teacher reminds me of a hippie.
But otherwise, my first day was alright; nothin’ special. I’ll get used to it, mhmm. Just gotta get those schedule changes through, and I’m good.
This year is going to be so unpredictable; and it’s ironic that I’m predicting that fact in itself. I’m not nearly as excited as I should be. It’s stupid to say that I feel like people are holding me back, but in reality I can’t always “not give a fuck.” (If that even makes sense.) But I’ll try. I have a better sense of who is who in my life, and I’m not going to settle for anything but surrounding myself with amazing company. Daily work ethic? Focus, focus, focus. will have room for improvement. I’ll avoid worrying as often as I usually do, hah. It’ll do me some good.
Come at me, junior year. I pray for happiness and the strength to be my personal best.
Rather than being home alone, my dad & Grace have taken it upon themselves to practice their gig set here at my house. Haha. It’s making it harder to focus on my reading, but I enjoy listening to them. My uncle is also part of their little band here, but he plays bass and lives out in Daly City. So tonight, it’s just my dad on the guitar and Grace on vocals. So ad0rbz.
0 - Chambers 1 - Dance 2 - Women’s Chambers 3 - AP English 4 - Precal w/ Pelland 5 - Spanish II 6 - USH w/ Drulias 7 - Show Choir
I’m not sure on what I should do since Walters failed me last semester though. Gotta change some things, like somehow get Perkins for regular history. Should I drop dance and take it next year so I can take Chem Honors? Or should I take summer cyber high? (Lol, fuck..)
This is the latest I’ve stayed up on my own since I put my body on sleep recovery. I’ve actually been doing much better, knocking out before 1 and waking up around 9. It feels pretty damn good to function on a healthy sleeping cycle. But today, today is different. & i feel like moneeeeyyy~ $$$ loljk. But hi Tumblr, it’s nice to feel nocturnal again. Don’t expect this to happen until scool starts. Haha.
Some of y’all take everything so out of proportion. Takin’ little issues like gunshots and multiplying by a hundred. You’re wasting all this time stressing over nothing. Why don’t you shut up, take a breather, calm the fuck down and solve things yourself. “Think before you speak.”
Good day at PYC-nic in Vallejo! It was super hot, and I swear to you I am at least three shades darker. Haha. But it was fun chillin’ with so many new faces! South Alameda was rollin’ hella deep with 4 people.. LOL. It’s all good though, it turned out well regardless. Hopefully there’ll be more events coming up. I’m actually kinda sad because I know the last Wednesday of August is going to bemy last meeting for a really long time. Just like last year ): Oh well. Gon’ make the best of it now!