This week was just awesome. I guess because I was just always in a good mood.
Monday; STAR testing was no stress. Classes were so chill I don’t even remember what happened, haha. Show choir felt new. Youth was different. I was actually excited to go, yknow?
Tuesday; Oh shit, geometry STAR. Basic status, where you at. Hahaha, but w/e. I tried as hard as I could. Went to Gee’s house with Renz & Jericho and just kicked it for no reason. &Jordyn is so adorable! AH. (x
Wednesday; Bio? Eaaaaasy. Gahdamn. You don’t even know. I napped hella times that day. Went to 31cent Scoop Night @Baskin Robbins w/Amanda (((: Shit was so crowded, but those three scoops for $1.69 were so worth it, omgaaaaah. Stayed at bestfriend’s for a while, and diphole had to come and pick me up without saying anything. Whatevaaa.
Thursday; Yay. Didn’t go to school til like 1040. Woke up at 9, showered &went to MickeyDeee’s for breakfast, then Christian’s house to practice. School was eh. I was so lazy to do anything. Show choir was interesting, being with all the freshmen at one time, haha. I was feelin’ it though. I think we got this down (: Rehearsed again with Christian after, then went back to my house w/Hailee to rehearse ours as well. Stresss! And excitement. Haha.
Friday; Finally, end of the weeek! Woke up and did whatever, it was my day to sleep in. Second period went by HELLLLA slow though, no matter what people say. That shit was not 30 minutes. Rest of the day was fine though. Whooo, went through auditions w/ Nathalie, Jaime & Thien for Gold Digger. (x I’m not trippin’ if we get it or not. Lean On Me w/ Christian. Goood job bby, I think we were alright. Hahaha. Had hella time, just roamed around school for a bit, then hit up DB’s house with Renz &Jericho. Funnnny times. WET NOSTRIL, BIETCH. (: Went back to school to do Defying Gravity w/Hailee. Yeee! Words, girl. Words. Haha. Stayed for almost another hour just to be there, and kinda arguing with myself if I should do Mercy. But I didn’t, so yknow. &Now I’m here, just being content.
Something about retreat set me in a relaxed, really happy mood. Nothing’s broken it so far, and I like that. I thank the Lord <3
As a regular day. For the first time in a long time.
STAR was w/e, easy. Got to nap for at least half an hour (: Lunch was funny, ‘cause all YM people got together and started doing shit from retreat. Fools. I felt awkward going to first period after lunch though. I was like WHUT. Show choir was new. Learned choreo, easy and hard all at once. Hit me hard when I got lost. Haha. &Youth! Tell me why I was actually excited for it. Teehee. &Paul B. told me he saw God in me, <3 and I was almost gonna cry. (x
I always had my indifferences for this weekend, and I wasn’t really excited at all. But in these short days that we spent together, I’m really feelin’ YM. All the way. All the love, fun, serious times, and faith. Yknow? It makes me want to stick with St. Anne’s for as long as I can.
Where you’re with someone, and there’s just this vibe. Maybe it’s just me, but I think we all feel it at some point. It’s in the sense of being awkward, and having an unspoken feeling, buzzing in the air. If we stood still and didn’t breathe, it would slap us all in the face. It lies underneath the fronts we put up, and the lies that we tell. Underneath the excuses, words not said.
but all these statuses and shit on AIM & Facebook are really bringing me down again about SoCal. I know we were all excited and everything, but I’m actually trying to forget about it. We’re gonna be okay. So could we stop mentioning it for now?