January 2012
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Unreal.
How it happened to pass by me still leaves me in shock and confusion. Was it an accident that no one bothered to say anything? Was there a reason? I swear on my own life that I was unaware that you were gone for almost a year now.. It’s not that I didn’t care, but I barely even knew you. I don’t know how to feel. I just.. I thought you were alive. Alive, breathing, going on with...
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Nothing is perfect, but to place that label on something close to it is good enough for me. I know I’ve found an amazing love between him and I, and I don’t think anything can change that. We have and will go through bullshit and hardships, but who doesn’t? I will always believe that he, and we, are worth it all. Not seeing him as often as I’d like to has more cons than...
Anonymous asked: u know that niko fucks around with other girls, right?
@doctordevera
I miss you! Can’t send you a message from my phone, haha. But thank you ^__^
Although weeks like this can be so exhausting and stressful, I remind myself that there will always be something definitely worth it all in the end. It’s okay, Audrey. You got this.
Unintentionally hurting someone is one of the most horrible feelings..
It’s amazing how something so emotionally stressing can become so physically exhausting.
Now I’m not sure if it’s my mind or my body that can’t handle everything anymore. Perhaps it may be both.
*sigh.
Hi. My name is Audrey. I love my boyfriend, Niko. Okay. That is all. ^___^
Lol, bitches these days.
Step back into reality, honey. You are not that special, and you’re a little too young. I see how everyone is starting to judge you by how you’ve been acting. I’m not hating, either. I just don’t want you to make a fool of yourself any longer. So put that little (or big, rather) ego of yours away and give people the respect they deserve. Lose control and you just might get...
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nikostephen asked: HEY! Only I can call her beautiful and cute. >.<
Anonymous asked: Hey, your ARE beautiful & cute :)
stephaneeezy asked: Where can i find someone like Nikko who will also be my bestfriend????????? LOL just kidding. no but foreal, that is daaaah sweetest thing ever <3 reading that was cute. I'm happy for you ninja
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words won't ever be enough.
I love him.
The homie who is always there to make me smile. The homie whose company I enjoy the most. The homie who I can be myself the most with, who I can laugh and talk with for hours on end. The homie who accepts my weird and loud personality, who knows the little quirks I have, and I do the same for him. The homie I love taking pictures with for no reason and all reasons, just to make...
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Fuck. Today.
Norah Jones is just singing my life away, hah.
I miss these after hour times of thinking and rambling. Time, in general, just passes by faster as I lose control of it day by day. It seems as if I’m being forced to heighten my senses in order to catch things as they fly by. Is it because I’m getting older? I’m young. I am still so damn young. I can’t ever imagine rushing...
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Sorry if I’m not enough.
Things I wish I had more time for:
simply being home
my dad
my mom
family in general
church, but I always have time to pray
sleeping
my dog, haha );
going out with the homies
@nikostephen <3
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flashback
The screaming was deafening at times. Times where I would sit in my room and read words off pages and pages of a book for class, not to retain what it meant but to drown out all the noise. Little did I know that all fifteen years of living in such ways would impact my own personality so strongly. I wasn’t born to build so many walls around me. They formed when I was young, when I...
What’s up with the 2011 holiday season being so lame? Hah. I really miss my dad and Grace right now. And him.
Happy New Year’s Eve, everyone. I’ll be watching the fireworks in SF, third wheeling like no other. Stay safe tonight, one love.
December 2011
Consistency.: The Little Things. →
nikostephen:
Her soft-spoken-when-tired voice. Her belting voice when her vocal cords ring. Her smile when we lock eyes. Her eyes, the way they crunch when she smiles. Her hands… Little. Yet fitting for my own. Her hair, always so lovely, shining luxuriously in the sunlight. The way she walks… Headstrong,…
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Always leaving me speechless.
I love my Uncle Neil. He understands my mom almost as much my dad and I do. Ah. That car ride made me feel a million times better about a little but big part of my life.
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It’s the little things that he does, the little things that he is; the things I can’t help but go crazy over.. What we have continues to grow and amaze me every single day. Words ain’t enough. I don’t think I’ve ever been so happy with another, and it’s as simple as that. I love him.
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