June 2012
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May 2012
Blurred vision looking both forward and back. Can’t tell which way I’m going but I’ll trust what I feel to guide me. Wherever I end up, I pray to God I still have you. I pray that I don’t get lost along the way and fail those I can no longer disappoint. Letting the negative factors grow won’t get me anywhere and I must keep that in mind, no matter how twisted these...
And if you don’t know; now you know, niggaaa~
#144.
nikostephen:
Happy ten months, baby. Let’s make it ten more?
To the young man who has continued to love and support me no matter what we’ve been through; Happy 10. I love you.
Anonymous asked: 10 months? Congrats. Make sure that's not all bull shit, okay? Keep your boy in check.
I appreciate the fact that we’re actually friends; that we can have a normal conversation. And that even up to now you subtly show your ways of remembering little things about my life that you know are important to me. Sometimes I wonder if I should check up on you when you’re down, ‘cause I, too, remember how you are. But I’m afraid of being there at the wrong time in the...
I don’t really care about anyone doubting us; I’ve known and loved you long enough to put my trust in you. I think we’ve grown together, and words can’t explain how important that is to me. You’ve become a part of my life that no one else can understand and that’s how it should be. A world with meaning that we can escape to; the euphoria of just you and I...
I wonder if we’ll ever be on the same page.
I’m sorry that it’s hard for you to love me. Makes you wonder sometimes, huh? Haha.. I’m myself, and that’s about it; take me how you will. Things will happen as they do because it just might be fate. So, I don’t blame you anymore. I won’t fight you anymore. I can’t force you to think I’m worth it because I apparently don’t have that power.
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April 2012
Time will tell.
The good vibes just ain’t there anymore. I know it’s me; but it’s gotta be a little bit of you, too. The last thing I want to do is give up, especially since you’re a significant part of my life. But it’s not the same. Nothing really happened between us, either. I just find myself bitter about you so often and I try to ignore it because it’s not worth the...
nikostephen:
PB&J. 9.
I can’t explain how happy I am to know that we’re finally on track to becoming good friends again. I’ve missed you for Lord knows how long, and I think many people have known that. I’m not saying things will be the same; nor am I asking for that. But I mean, look at me already being fruity because of what so-called progress we’ve made. Haha. I just thank you for...
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Today,
his little siblings said they loved me and it was the most precious thing in the world. <3 (‘:
I’m grateful.
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Dear Lord, please give me the patience to not beat this bitch with a bat.
– @stephaneeezy
I really don’t understand you. I’ll just be the obedient little girl and sit as you force me away from seeing my own grandma as the rest of it is swept under the rug. Thanks. Thanks a lot.
Someone brought a little reminder upon me today. I was pretty frustrated by a constant bother that’s been going on recently, and that someone asked me, “Is he worth all the trouble?”
And I answered, “Yes, yes he is.”
Getting through tough times and testing each other’s patience can really get the best of me every now and then, but taking a deep breath and a...
So..
Tour was amazing. That is all.
ORLANDO 2012
March 2012
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What is Tumblr when I can barely keep up with life?
If only i had checked myself.
– guy who wrecked himself (via ragefire)
Anonymous asked: Audrey, you are a very beautiful person :). you're just an amazing friend to just talk to anytime lol js
Lol
Me: So there’s really no limit on liquids that I put in my luggage right?
Dad: Yeah, it’s only for your carry-on.
Me: So I can bring all my shampoo, conditioner, bathroom stuff and whatnot and not get in trouble?
Dad: Mhmm. As long as it’s not explosive and you leave your gun at home.
Me: Wait, what?
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11:46
I honestly have bad feelings about this. I know how reluctant and bitter I will be, how much I will begin to have similar feelings about it all like I am at this very point in time. Overwhelmed, cynical, angry and highly emotional.. Hah -__- I’ll try my best to avoid it, but I know. You, out of all people, will eventually become the person that we both used to frown at and dismiss as...
stephaneeezy asked: Hi Audrey. I just wanted to tell you that i think you're such a beautiful person, and that i can't believe i've known you since the third grade. Even though we aren't as close as we were in the third grade, you still laugh at my jokes and i think the moments when you get mad are pretty funny like the part in the michael jackson song where someone kept doing the HEEEEHHHEE wrong...