Wonderful family, wonderful friends, wonderful boyfriend, wonderful music, wonderful laughter, wonderful faith, wonderful knowledge.
Curiosity and optimism keeps me constantly seeking insight. My world is full of wonder and it never ceases to amaze me. I am a grateful and happy girl.
D’aaaw man, I miss you lots. ): Text me foo, I don’t have your number anymore!
This is quite a helpless feeling..
#throwbackthursday Watching the sunrise in SF with Steph and OG Bestfriend on @amandajean95’s birthday ❤ (Taken with instagram)
How it happened to pass by me still leaves me in shock and confusion. Was it an accident that no one bothered to say anything? Was there a reason? I swear on my own life that I was unaware that you were gone for almost a year now.. It’s not that I didn’t care, but I barely even knew you. I don’t know how to feel. I just.. I thought you were alive. Alive, breathing, going on with your life miles and miles away in the Philippines. But no one told me. Death is not something that you just forget. I may not feel so emotionally wrecked because I simply never got the chance to really be close to you. I can only remember images and faint memories of how your voice sounded, of how you looked when I was only seven years old. But that was so long ago.. And I only figure out now that you’re gone while everyone else has known for a year?
How did I not know? How is that possible? It’s such an insane thought.. Believing someone was alive for so long until a little phone call brings up so much confusion.
Regardless, rest in paradise, Tatay. I wish life had brought us together in a way that I would know and love more about you, but I guess the distance and life itself didn’t occur in that favor. I thank God for keeping you in his blessing, even as I was unaware of your presence no longer being here on this earth.. I love you.
Wiz Khalifa | Studio Lovin’
Lay you flat like a piano, if you let me stroke your keys..
Since day 1. 😁 Yesterday making 6 months. @kikostephen ☺💜💛 (Taken with instagram)
Nothing is perfect, but to place that label on something close to it is good enough for me. I know I’ve found an amazing love between him and I, and I don’t think anything can change that. We have and will go through bullshit and hardships, but who doesn’t? I will always believe that he, and we, are worth it all. Not seeing him as often as I’d like to has more cons than pros, but I also think that we keep each other level-headed when we’re apart. Being together motivates me in times where nothing seems to be going right. I’m proud to say that we are stronger over time and I’m more in love as the days go by.
I’m here to stay, lovah. Happy 6 Months. (:
